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Accused of nothing

I am accused of something that i don't do or even can't do.. and it really hurts especially if you partner is the one accusing you. :(

Just a while ago, Im on my way home, Ma ran out of load and uses his tita's phone for communicating. I'm like a time card on a bundy clock, reports every moment and place im into.

I was commuting along Ayala Av., then EDSA then SLEX then southwards.
I finally got home when he texted,

tawagan mo ko, mag redeem ka ng points (superunli)

on my dismay, i dont want to use my points. instead, i told him..

bukas na lang kita tatawagan after ko mag load kasi 2 pesos na lang to

then he was now calling, still using his tita's phone, and i wasn't able to attend to it since im busy freshing up and getting dressed down.

now he's angry and full of fury.. he texted,

sagutin mo tawag ko kung nasa bahay ka na

simpleng redeem hindi mo magawa

well kung sakit mo na mag sinungaling wala na ko magagawa....

maging totoo ka. malakas pakiramdam ko pag niloloko ako

kaw din ang gumagawa ng move para mawalan trust sayo ng mga tao

it really hurts... really really hurts.
eh tarantado pala to eh!!!!
im not lying. why would i, it's thursday. bakit ako gigimik kung alam kong may pasok pa ko
kinabukasan. fuck this shit!!!!

9 comments:

Juan de la Cruz { Friday, July 16, 2010 at 2:30:00 AM GMT+8 }
you guys have to sit down and talk. i mean heart to heart.
The Chemistry Guy { Friday, July 16, 2010 at 2:33:00 AM GMT+8 }
i dont think he can do that..
i might end this soon...
Juan de la Cruz { Friday, July 16, 2010 at 4:34:00 AM GMT+8 }
do what's best for you in particular. you don't need this kind of stress in your life.
Jesse { Friday, July 16, 2010 at 9:08:00 AM GMT+8 }
seemed like yesterday wasn't that good for you, but don't worry di ka naman nag iisa. madami tayo! [sigh]
anyway, i think tama naman ung unang advice since you both are just starting yet, try to sit down and have a heart to heart talk malay mo baka maayos pa..

take care.
-jesse
davidrockens { Friday, July 16, 2010 at 12:48:00 PM GMT+8 }
do what you think is healthy for both of you.
The Chemistry Guy { Saturday, July 17, 2010 at 1:17:00 AM GMT+8 }
im on the brink of ending this up..
The Chemistry Guy { Saturday, July 17, 2010 at 1:18:00 AM GMT+8 }
pero i marami din naman ako naisip. bahala na....i'll just keep quiet at wag muna sya kausapin..
Ex Jason { Saturday, July 17, 2010 at 1:39:00 AM GMT+8 }
madaming magiging ganyang moments sa isang relationship. pero alam mo naman na yata yan. =)
The Chemistry Guy { Saturday, July 17, 2010 at 2:44:00 PM GMT+8 }
Jason. yeah, graduate na ko dito hehe