The Chemistry of Sero-conversion... being HIV positive.

awwww. hugggs.

everything happens for a reason. if you need someone to listen, andito ako :)

i cant understand the value or reason behind these.. :(

Z, I'm not trying to be that "superguy in the neighborhood" naman, cause I can't but if you think you have problems that you feel you want to share, I'm always here to listen and maybe I could help you. I may not know you personally but it doesn't matter, I'm still here to help you. That's my definition of true friendship. I just want you to know that.
Always,
Jesse

Chemistryguy... Everything will fall in place, someday. As the famous song goes, Someday We'll know. For now, hold on and pray. Believe that there is one powerful being behind everything that we do, just listen carefully with your heart. Believe, and you will see.

Let's have dinner one of these days.

The reality is, you are still more fortunate than some. With all the "problems" thrown at you, don't forget to count your blessings.

Some of your "problems" might not even be problems... they may just be challenges... challenges that just may help you grow and learn. Focus on how the challenges improve you.

i've always believed that we don't get problems that we cannot handle or hurdle. these are challenges thrown our way that are meant to make us stronger. yes, it's true that one needs to share if only to unburden oneself but at the end of the day, it's you who will meet life's trials and hopefully change things, if needed.

thanks for giving the hand, i appreciate it..

Jesse, i dont know how to talk about it eh..kaya nahihirapan din ako.

Canonista, M told me na may overnight daw jan sa Sunday? am i right?

PinoyPoz, yeah thanks.. im trying to and always see to it na may lesson learned for every hurdle. the thing is, mejo nahihirapan lang ako coz it's a balance of priorities eh

JDC, parang major breakthrough to para sakin. one of the most difficult part of my life..

so if 2010 is the worst what can you say about twenty-eleven or twenty sixteen

my aunt is diagnosed with leukemia and she doesn't know anything about i, heck 1 to 6 months the medical gods proclaimed.

the conspiracy of everyone she knows was glaring, her siblings to her former boarders and good friends.

i always believe that a person has the first right and first knowledge with what to do with his life. the case with my aunt after seeing her bubbly and happy last Sunday (every week may handaan sa bahay at dumadating ang mga dati nyang kakilala) has a tremendous pressure with some my beliefs about life and death and freewill.

she has the right to know pero to what end...my cruel side tells me to burst everyone's bubble, so everything could rightly falls in place. Pero seeing her very happy to see lots of people around her is really priceless. I folded and just watched on the corner. This is one journey I don't know about.

To say my two cent, won't help you because your journey is one journey i also don't know about.

I guess we are all mere spectators of each and everyone life.

If there are no reason right now, don't struggle to find one. At least marerelieve yung pressure. Sabi nga sa isang research, the more we seek the meaning of happiness, the more we won't be happy. So be moderately happy.

Go back to the basics. Gawin mo yung mga bagay na ginagawa mo dati, lalo na nung bata ka. I bet you never tried counting the leaves of a tree..try it. be crazy. it seems walang kwenta pero at the end of the day, andami talagang bagay ang di natin magagawa.

since kumpleto naman ang 5 senses mo, go out and grab the child inside of you and just wonder about many things..just wonder..don't think. the best solution sometimes is already out there..all you have to do is to wonder.

And lastly don't absorbed too much information about life, what people are saying or doing, and take it against you, against who you are and against what would you become sa future.

david, the post was an emotional burst out. imm the kind of the person who is secretive and never learns to share feelings. so maybe what you read is like an integration of what i felt way before till the very moment of writing the post. of course i wont let anything nor anyone hinder from me being happy. anyway, hey bud thanks for dropping by. :)