- The Chemistry Guy
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Right or Wrong time
Sunday. I hate it. You know for a fact that when you wake up the next day.. Monday.
It's time for work, 2 days is not really enough for me. Maybe I'm getting to used with what I am doing. It's too monotonous. I need to add color to it.
I met someone over the cyberspace. Well, we didn't meet yet. The odd thing about it is, we're officemates. He calls every now and then. I haven't seen his physical appearance but based on the photos he sent me, i think he looks cute and decent. Braces guy, small earring. He i go again, attaching myself to someone and when the time comes, it's me who losses. We're still on the talking+getting to know phase.
The catch here is, ok fine. Maybe we're on to each other but what will happen if I confess to him my sero-status. What will he do if he found out that i'm HIV positive. Geesh. 2 things might happen, or will surely happen.
1. You and Me against the world (the dreaded Magnetic relationship) again... but this time, I made sure that I'm not an option.
or
2. Scram! go away..
Number 2 is the risk, number 1 is the happy side of it.
Just like what i said, I'll hold on to my philosophy.
I'd rather cry every night than to be on an irrational relationship.
I'll never be a desperate retard.
It's time for work, 2 days is not really enough for me. Maybe I'm getting to used with what I am doing. It's too monotonous. I need to add color to it.
I met someone over the cyberspace. Well, we didn't meet yet. The odd thing about it is, we're officemates. He calls every now and then. I haven't seen his physical appearance but based on the photos he sent me, i think he looks cute and decent. Braces guy, small earring. He i go again, attaching myself to someone and when the time comes, it's me who losses. We're still on the talking+getting to know phase.
The catch here is, ok fine. Maybe we're on to each other but what will happen if I confess to him my sero-status. What will he do if he found out that i'm HIV positive. Geesh. 2 things might happen, or will surely happen.
1. You and Me against the world (the dreaded Magnetic relationship) again... but this time, I made sure that I'm not an option.
or
2. Scram! go away..
Number 2 is the risk, number 1 is the happy side of it.
Just like what i said, I'll hold on to my philosophy.
I'd rather cry every night than to be on an irrational relationship.
I'll never be a desperate retard.
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Just take it easy, let him know you more, and do the same to him. You feel when it is the right time to tell him about the big secret.
I too, am hoping that he will be able to accept you with wide open arms.
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