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Showing posts with label gruesome. Show all posts
Showing posts with label gruesome. Show all posts
Round About
by The Chemistry Guy
Last Saturday, Ma and his friends planned to join the yoga session by
Pa. It got cancelled by any chance and they called in to meet me in
Shangrila. Fine, another last minute cancellation. Ma and I were not
in the good mood, as you can see from my last blog, i let him feel
that i was really upset, angry and so frustrated of what he is doing..
I met Ma and a good friend of his, E. And went our way for some
afternoon coffee and chitchat. Things were not really in the scene coz
of my rage.
Cutting it short, inaway ko siya ng bongga and threw all my anger ang
angst. He did the same, and we were doing it in the presence of his
good friend.. Well, nakakahiya din. But ok na din kesa hindi ko pa
masabi. Went out for a dinner, still with Ma, E and now.. E's ex. What
a complicated scenario. I felt a library-silence and awkward moments
between us. We parted ways with silence, them, going to Laguna for a
party event and me, going home.. I decided to spend my time alone.
The day after, Sunday, of course.. Im still an existing human entity
with feelings... I felt guilty of what I did. So I said sorry... And
there you go, bati na uli kami..
Several days after, eto we're arguing again! Another trust issue. I
dont know if i did something wrong or what.
I couldnt believe that being honest can lead to a senseless argument.
Here's what happened...
Way before, we argued about my ex being my officemate. Seeing each
other and sometimes having an unintentional lunch get together, of
course with my other colleagues. A while ago, my ex sent me a message
asking a favor and wants to entrust me of his belonging, so i took my
lunch break and we met in the pantry, chit chatted for a while and did
his purpose.
Co-incidentally, Ma texted and asked kung sino kasabay ko mag lunch..
I was honest, i told him i was with my ex and King.
The rest was history.. Argue argue argue.
Sheeeeesh.. When this gonna end?
is patience really a virtue?
Ta!
Pa. It got cancelled by any chance and they called in to meet me in
Shangrila. Fine, another last minute cancellation. Ma and I were not
in the good mood, as you can see from my last blog, i let him feel
that i was really upset, angry and so frustrated of what he is doing..
I met Ma and a good friend of his, E. And went our way for some
afternoon coffee and chitchat. Things were not really in the scene coz
of my rage.
Cutting it short, inaway ko siya ng bongga and threw all my anger ang
angst. He did the same, and we were doing it in the presence of his
good friend.. Well, nakakahiya din. But ok na din kesa hindi ko pa
masabi. Went out for a dinner, still with Ma, E and now.. E's ex. What
a complicated scenario. I felt a library-silence and awkward moments
between us. We parted ways with silence, them, going to Laguna for a
party event and me, going home.. I decided to spend my time alone.
The day after, Sunday, of course.. Im still an existing human entity
with feelings... I felt guilty of what I did. So I said sorry... And
there you go, bati na uli kami..
Several days after, eto we're arguing again! Another trust issue. I
dont know if i did something wrong or what.
I couldnt believe that being honest can lead to a senseless argument.
Here's what happened...
Way before, we argued about my ex being my officemate. Seeing each
other and sometimes having an unintentional lunch get together, of
course with my other colleagues. A while ago, my ex sent me a message
asking a favor and wants to entrust me of his belonging, so i took my
lunch break and we met in the pantry, chit chatted for a while and did
his purpose.
Co-incidentally, Ma texted and asked kung sino kasabay ko mag lunch..
I was honest, i told him i was with my ex and King.
The rest was history.. Argue argue argue.
Sheeeeesh.. When this gonna end?
is patience really a virtue?
Ta!
Long Weekend and Election
by The Chemistry Guy
Another long weekend has passed by.
Saturday, it was a time for another volleyball game with some known and unknown friends. It was really fun and i got the chance to meet some new friends and acquaintances, of course another chance of meeting new crushes! lols
Sunday was quite slow for me, as usual, i went to a near by mall and did some groceries instead. was online the whole day and met another poz guy from a gay personal site. he was nice, seems humble.. which i like the most.
my instincts never failed me. i just don't get the logic why there are still some poz guys who's really pasaway.
I also got the chance to research some facts and developments on HIV. There are new ARV's to be approved soon by FDA. how exciting.
also had the chance to browse over youtube for photoshop tutorials..
May 10 was another premium pay for me, It's National Elections, it's a holiday..
as expected.. Ayala was like Resident Evil again, no cars, no fuzzy people, no everything!
I'm not a registered voter, hmm.. i know, why didn't i exercised my right? I just don't have time to register, as simple as that.
Looking at the partial results now, my bet Mr. Aquino is on the lead. but what the as a fuck?! Mr. Estrada next in line? no way! gosh.. why people nowadays are so narrow-headed. My officemates were wondering how to remove the indelible ink,
Indelible ink - main ingredient is Silver Nitrate, can be removed by Nitric Acid (goodluck!) and Sodium Thiosulfate. Correct me if i'm wrong.
My ex-bf and i got into a slight tension which lead to a realization that i can't share my sero status to him, tsk.. plans do fail. i really need to move on.
my birthday is just around the corner. no plans, no nothing...
my first birthday after my sero-conversion. well, nothing's special on that day.
like what i said, i need to move on, not from this sero-status but from him.
Get well soon Juan dela Cruz, Positive = Rebirth, G!
Ta!
Saturday, it was a time for another volleyball game with some known and unknown friends. It was really fun and i got the chance to meet some new friends and acquaintances, of course another chance of meeting new crushes! lols
Sunday was quite slow for me, as usual, i went to a near by mall and did some groceries instead. was online the whole day and met another poz guy from a gay personal site. he was nice, seems humble.. which i like the most.
my instincts never failed me. i just don't get the logic why there are still some poz guys who's really pasaway.
I also got the chance to research some facts and developments on HIV. There are new ARV's to be approved soon by FDA. how exciting.
also had the chance to browse over youtube for photoshop tutorials..
May 10 was another premium pay for me, It's National Elections, it's a holiday..
as expected.. Ayala was like Resident Evil again, no cars, no fuzzy people, no everything!
I'm not a registered voter, hmm.. i know, why didn't i exercised my right? I just don't have time to register, as simple as that.
Looking at the partial results now, my bet Mr. Aquino is on the lead. but what the as a fuck?! Mr. Estrada next in line? no way! gosh.. why people nowadays are so narrow-headed. My officemates were wondering how to remove the indelible ink,
Indelible ink - main ingredient is Silver Nitrate, can be removed by Nitric Acid (goodluck!) and Sodium Thiosulfate. Correct me if i'm wrong.
My ex-bf and i got into a slight tension which lead to a realization that i can't share my sero status to him, tsk.. plans do fail. i really need to move on.
my birthday is just around the corner. no plans, no nothing...
my first birthday after my sero-conversion. well, nothing's special on that day.
like what i said, i need to move on, not from this sero-status but from him.
Get well soon Juan dela Cruz, Positive = Rebirth, G!
Ta!
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Botheredness
by The Chemistry Guy
Botheredness - state of being bothered, hahah
Last Wednesday I decided to pay BIR Atrium a visit, so i prepared myself for a long and husky
line. Will sign up for a TIN card i.d. As I went inside the gruesome building, gasp of air were inhaled to prepare myself for this irritating-to-be transaction. - i really hate doing transactions with government offices like BIR, SSS, PAGIBIG and the like. I went to 5th floor and VOILA! no lines!
even a single person holding a form, nah! Yeah! that was smooth!
My bothersome experience started out when I visited RITM last Tuesday to have my check up and see if my CALAS test was out...
CALAS - cryptoccocal antigen latex aggluntination test, i dont where's the S
it's a blood test for cryptoccocus antigen, a fungal disease caused by cryptoccocus which can be acquired from bird poops. meningitis sort of infection, im having a month long head ache!
going back, i shed P1,800 for the test.. wow! expensive huh.
I asked Kuya R if they have the results, he said none.. matagal daw talaga yun.
It's been 3 weeks so i texted Ate A, she said.. wala sa chart eh, hanapin ko..
WTF?! dont tell me that paper's gone???? P1,800... :(
and i need to wait until tuesday!
Friday ended with a great mood, petiks mode and all works were finished, My manager even
invited us for a late dinner in Banchetto... Banchetto, hmmm, i think i'll pass.
This weekend is quite free, only booked for Saturday for a sports inclined activity.
Ta!
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